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Funny, I don't remember ordering the sample platter...
2001-05-11 - 3:18 a.m.

Well, this is an interesting situation.

I seem to have found the perfect boyfriend.

Unfortunately, he's not just one boy.

I've got history, deep emotional connection, & a ridiculously high comfort level here.

Then I've got out-of-control lust & mind-blowing fantasy sex way over there.

Scattered here & there in between are affection, companionship & attentiveness.

And I don't know what to do with any of them.

I'm not sure if I'm happy about this, or pissed off. Guess I'll just settle back, enjoy the ride, & see where it ends up on its own.

At least I can admire the beautiful irony of it all.

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