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Love, infatuation, & decidedly strange brain chemistry
2001-07-11 - 1:47 a.m.

Inspired in part by a thread on Nej's messageboard, in part by stuff said today by MS, & in part by gazing in pathetic puppy-dog wonder at the Squeezy's eyes...

Oh, & in part by my rapidly deteriorating mental functions. Have I mentioned Zoloft withdrawals suck? At least it's kinda fun being all giddy & retarded. I'll take that over incapacitated by angst, any day (though getting my dizzy ass to work tomorrow to talk to NM about my "issues" & see if I still have a job is going to be interesting...)

Yeah. So, I was inspired by all this stuff, yo.

Infatuation vs. love. How do you know?

Well, speaking as someone who's spent pretty much their entire adolescent & adult life infatuated w/ *somebody*, let me tell you...

If the more time you spend with someone who originally seemed nigh-unto perfect, the more annoying they get, that's pro'lly infatuation. If the more time you spend with someone, the more time you want to spend with them because they just keep getting that much cooler... that's not infatuation.

I dunno... maybe it's just me. When I've got a crush on someone, though, I want to put them up on their little shelf, & gaze adoringly up at them, & think about how purdy they are. Pedastals get bothersome when you're in love, though... it's really difficult to touch someone when they're up on a lofty shelf.

Infatuation is for pretty china dolls that look really neat as long as you don't inspect them too closely. Love is for pretty flopsy bunnies that you can play w/ & snuggle, & take everywhere with you.

Just ask Harley & Quinn.

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